Sometimes if I can find the words...

  I would like to be able to travel to the past, just to feel again some experiences and people that I miss a lot, I don't know if I would change anything from the past, because if not, nothing of what led me to be who I am today would have happened. I think it's just for nostalgia, but I prefer that to the future, I think that knowing how things will be, would take away a little bit the illusion or expectations of what I would like to happen, I could be disappointed and not achieve what I have in mind, I prefer it to be a surprise. I would travel specifically to a moment in my past; in my winter vacations of 2013, when I traveled to Santiago to visit my relatives, among them my grandfather who had just been discharged from chemotherapy; that afternoon I spent with him I enjoyed it very much, I was very happy, maybe I would change something, but I do not know if doing so would change something of what happened; I would have liked to have accepted to stay that night in his apart...

This photo was taken by my best friend Caroline, in February 2022, when we were backpacking in the south. In the photo I appear doing handicrafts Jjajaja we were on the waterfront of Lake Llanquihue; we both like analog photography, and that time she managed to get a double night exposure with my camera. I like this photo very much, first because it is one of the few in which I like the way I appear, I am not very photogenic, also because it was taken by my friend, whom I love and miss very much, the other reason is that I developed that black and white film in my workshop at the university; therefore I am very fond of it and it is a personal achievement to have managed to develop it without failure; Also when I see that photo I remember many things of that great trip, it makes me very happy to see it, it raises my spirits and self-esteem; also when I finished doing what appears in the photo we had a great time Jajajaja we enjoyed even the smallest things where we were and we talke...